I love exploring, I love adventures and to be quite honest I even enjoy it better when I am alone because no one is rushing to go back to the hotel or home.
The level of crime in South Africa has made me question myself so much, I fear so many things, I always wonder in my mind if these people really see if I am not from that province or town. I am scared to roam around without being conscious. I am forever looking around for something that looks suspicious.
This fear really want to take away the joy of freedom within my heart, as much as I would want to go out and have fun at night in a place that I am not familiar with, I sometimes talk myself out of that thought because I am questioning my safety. Is this how life should be lived?
I want to go and visit another country, my question is would I fear to walk around alone, would I fear to ask for direction because I am scared that someone will hurt or harm me, I know this is not the way we should be living life, I know that it should be better then this thought that I am having. The sad truth is that each and every time one opens a tv and watching the news, the headlines is that ” a female is missing. Really!
I believe that in order to cast this fear is to regularly travel alone because I want to travel alone, I no longer want to live like a slave in my own country, I no longer want to live in fear in my own home.
Freedom start within you, I am hoping and wishing myself a luck on trying this adventurous life without fear. Fear of the unknown.
Life is meant to be enjoyed and experienced. What ever that makes you happy, May you find gut to do it. I am planning to travel a solo vacation to another country. I will give proper feedback about that based on my fears of walking in the streets of any town, country or province.
Traveling allows you to have a different perspective about life, about other people. Travel gives you the opportunity to be thankful for what you have and start embracing your life the best way you know how.
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